Saturday, January 3, 2009

about me in detail

So my life is a bit wierd right now. I'm this sensitve guy in a mean world. I take things way to personal. I over think things sometimes to the point of over kill. I been dumped by a girl that I told her I love her and she continues to go out with someone that doesn't even seem right for her. I want to love again but im afraid my heart will get broken all over again. I still love her of course and don't talk to her anymore. I really wish I could, but for some reason I just can't stand to see her with someone else. I'm at the point in my life where I can honestly say I don't care if I don't wake up tomorrow morning. Or if some dumb ass person cuts me off and I get out my car and curse him out and he pulls out a gun and shoots me. I can honestly say I wouldn't care. Is it because I lost someone so near and dear to me that I just don't care what happens now? Maybe im just feed up with life, and all the mean people in this world. Who knows!

2 comments:

  1. heart break alwaysz ets the bet of us sometimes its realy hard to see past the pain especially after youu ave the best of yourself to someone else u feel almost as if u've been robbed in some odd way my friend u are at the lowet part of low & as cliche as it soundsz ur at the point where now all u can go from here is up itsz a slow healin process buh its all worth it

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  2. Yeah things have gotten a bit better for me now. they haven't changed much, but they have gotten better. I can't say im happy. I'm kinda happy so I guess u can say things are ok.

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